I've kind of started smoking again.......and I feel so fucking lame about it. Especially since the reason I originally quit was because I kept getting that winter cold that would only kind of go away but fuck you up til spring....... and here I am............gonna take lots of therapy to get over this one....one thing I was really proud of myself for doing.......I have no idea why either....maybe its the rigors of my tapas job. evryone smokes there and after an 8 hour shift you're all wound up, its hard to relax, you're waiting for those hangers on at the bar, you know, the ones that can't tell that they are the only ones left in the place and all of the waitstaff is sitting at the bar waiting for them to leave, and your drinking....one thing leads to another and...........we're heading out on the road soon It will be easier for me to stop then. I hardly ever smoke on the road...can't wait........mike